what is this for?
I don’t know anymore. For awhile it felt important to track my exercise, especially what I was learning in judo. But most of the time it just made me feel bad, like I should be doing more. As much as I still love my judo people, I’m less and less excited about judo itself. Now that I’m a brown belt, the one tournament I’ve gone to (unblogged - I won one round of three against an older woman I outweighed, and got beat up by a bunch of teenage black belts) was a miserable panic-attack filled experience, and every practice is punctuated by just how much I hurt. But I’m following more and more people, just happy at what awesome people are out there, and I want to learn to share more of what’s going on a bit like they do. So maybe sometimes I’ll find something I want to say here. What’s the worst thing that can happen? What’s the best thing that can happen?
